Questions??????????

I have so much deep feeling about my country and always get worried if something goes wrong around. Why I engaged myself in social activism is because of my passion for contributing to my society however I am not so much happy what is happening these days in the country. I was only worried about peace when there was armed violence but I am so much worried these days about the identity of the country. I tried to convince myself what is my hope for being a Nepali. Is it my language? Is it my culture? Is it our political development? Is it our people? Is it our development? Or again our Himalayas and innocent Nepali faces living in extreme poverty?

Why the societies are divided? Why the people are divided? Why the parties do not have healthy competitions? Why we are not happy to pay the taxes? Why we are not committed to collect the revenue for the nation? Why we do not the follow rules and inspire others to do so? Why we do not respect each others' culture and value? Why our level of selfishness is more than the bottom line?

My mind these days are full of questions but not being able to find satisfied answers. Perhaps I have been pessimistic due to the things happening around my society and my country. Please do help me guys…………..

Are we Nepali?

I myself asking this question since the last couple of week. Are we Nepali or somebody else? What are some of the identities that we can show to other people that we are Nepali? What are some of the aspects that makes us proud being a Nepali? Are we again going to talk about Nepal as a birth place of Lord Buddha and country of Himalaya? If it so, how many people around the world will know that Nepal is the birth place of Lord Buddha? How many of we love Himalaya and have seen/feel it from very near or just from the people who were born and living there ?

If we have to make a five points note to prove ourself that we are Nepali then how would you put those points in a positive way? I am looking forward to your response on it......

How to Start Blogging??

This is going to be my fourth attemt of blogging. Everytime I make a commitment that blogging should be continued as it improves my habbit of writing and it also gives information to other people what I am experiencing in life. This time I am more committed than before in a sense that I will have plenty of more time to express myself in the blog as I am soon leaving for further studies in US where I will have very little options to do besides reading and writing.

I spent my ten years activating myself in youth human rights activism despiate number of challenges ahead. I should say that I have been able to bring my life in a positive direction, which was directionless before. The story of struggle, which I can write it here later for your kind information.

Okay my readers, this is all what want to say at the moment. I will definitely comeback later with lots of thoughts, feelings and experiences.